Inertia Of My Head~

It's An All Ordinary Blog, but Extraordinarily Ordinary. Because this is where my feelings and thoughts flow free. Nothing's a secret here. :)

Monday, April 28, 2008

Goldin Universe.

First, credits to Wei Yan for showing this on her blog. Thankyou. As I wouldn't have stumbled upon it if she had not. Go, visit her blog, it's good stuff.

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From My ColorGenics Profile:

You are striving to make favourable impressions all of the time and you are going out of your way to make the impression that you are something special. You are constantly on the watch to see how your friends and neighbours are reacting to your various ploys. But this is so unnecessary because most of the time you are in control of the situation - and you are, in the nicest sense of the word, a 'manipulator' because you use various strategies very cleverly in order to influence and obtain the necessary recognition.

Always anxious to accept the role of the leader, as indeed you often work well with people - but try to stay out of the limelight. You'd like a life of ease with no one to rock the boat and someone who understands you is so important in your life.

Matters are not progressing as well as you would have hoped and you are having to make concessions - but you still believe that your goals are realistic it's just that people can't seem to see your point of view. You know what you want but you'll only accept suggestions under duress.

You are holding back. You need to find friends in whom you can trust and once they have proved themselves beyond all possible doubt you will be prepared to give them your all. The existing situation is not of your liking - you have an unsatisfied need for mental stimulation with others whose standards are as high as your own. Trying to control your instincts the way you do restricts your ability to open up to others and the way you feel at this time is suggestive of 'total surrender'. This is not to your liking as you consider such thoughts as weaknesses that need to be overcome. You feel that only by control, controlling your innermost thoughts, are you able to maintain your air of superiority. You want to be admired for yourself alone and not for what you can do or for what you may have done. In essence 'you need to be needed' and at the same time 'you need to need'.

You need to be respected as an exceptional individual. This is the only way that you can hope to achieve the status that you wish to achieve. You set yourself very high standards - and come what may - you abide by them.

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That is what I call, eerily accurate. This old man is a genius. Oh god.

This guy like knows me just cuz I clicked on a few coloured cubes. O.O Psychic. Hmmmm.

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Here's another from the same site, Romantic Revelations. It's kinda 18SX. So.......Read at your descretion. As well as laugh. XP

The term "serial monogamist" was coined for you. And you really enjoy a trust-worthy mate. You look for, and enjoy, serious relationships. You and your partner share sexual warmth and lustful excitement. [O.O!] You love being with your partner and you're good at it - just make sure you keep up with your own interests. Keep your relationship from ever going stale by surprising them with, perhaps a Karma Sutra sex book or maybe trying some new positions. [=.=" Is that the ONLY way to keep things from going stale?]

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I Lol'ed.

Joe>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>Feels Raped Unsafe.

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

You?

You.

=)

Feeling uber random, uber mushy, uber anything, today.

And to curb that randomness, I've decided to blog about.....or to.....or for......You.

Haha.

I think about you till my head hurts.

My head hurts more when I don't think about you.

When you hurt, I hurt.

When you feel, I feel.

So when you're sad, I'm sad.

Though that, I still be happy when you're sad, so that you'll be happy too.

I celebrate your successes, I comfort your doubts, but at the end of the day, I just want to care for you.

I remember words from your heart as I keep them ever dear, in my heart.

"Let our hearts and souls be together every second, every minute, every moment."

"I'll love you always and forever."

"I'll keep you in my treasure chest."

"(^-^) <3 (^-^)"

"Together Always."

I asked you. How close are our hearts?

You answered.

"Ever Side By Side."

Joe>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Less Than 3 You.

Friday, April 11, 2008

Last Day.


Weather's pretty good today.

Got to see You today.

Get to sleep well today.


I am the last man standing today.

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Logging in on the officially last day of full time work here at Tutorial Lee.

Thankyou everyone, for the huge support, strange looks, and backstabbing you've given me throughout this 3 months.

I've been earning my own money during these times and I've been using only my own money ever since.

800 might not be alot, but work's kinda fun.


You get to see strange parents, crazy parents, fun parents, nice kids, pretty kids, irritating kids, dirty kids, and also well, nice nice teachers.
Seeing how dirty the classrooms can be after a week of not sweeping, reminds me of Pn.Chong's 10 ringgit fine last time. Oh, these kids would need to pay alot of 10 bucks. ^.^

All the notes, the papercuts, the money handling, the receipt writing, the photocopier operating have been part of my job, and I'm hella good at it now. Test me. Hehe.

The Cranky Machine.

You know, the centre's pretty old, and the stuff around are too. They're aged to the point where they kinda have a life of their own. Every machine has it's own quirks that you have to know and get used to, and well, you gotta work around those stuff so that you don't get a headache yourself.

It's like, the computer printer HAVE to be on first before the computer, or else, it won't work until you restart. Then, the computer CANNOT have iTunes on only, or else it'll hang. So I have to open some browser, maybe publisher, or anything, just to make it not hang with iTunes running. =)

Teman Setiaku.

I decided to stick these mini Keroros on top of the monitor just for fun. (^.^)b

Well, I definitely won't forget the aquarium cleaning, filter changing, and water changing. It's.......not so pleasant but well, it's not too hard. And....at least the fishes are happy? Hahah. I have to feed them daily too. I guess the fishies love me now. Or not..... Ish, donnolah. ^.^

Fishies!

More Fishies!

All in all, it's been fun, getting to know all these students, or would I say, friends. From Form 1 to Form 5. Kinda like a twist of fate. A huge one. XD

From total strangers to friends, caused by an unlikely reason...... Attendance taking. LOL~ As time goes by, I somehow knew everyone one of these people's name, while they don't know mine, but some do, but we all get along anyway. Hahah. It' really cool.


And oh! Being an Ah Long. It was funny. Whenever it's past the 15th of the month, a so called operation will be commenced, whereby everyone who hasn't paid their fees will be written on a list, and each one of them will be hunted, until they bloody pay. O.O Hahah. And well, I'll have to pass out these "
Overdue Fee" paper to each and everyone of them. Just to remind them. Just. XD

Overdue Fee Paper.

Well, colleagues. I've had lots. All ran away. Except for JJ, which he had to leave because of NS. But that doesn't change the fact that I'm alone here now. Haha. Sad man. But well, it's worth toughing out. Now I'm richer, and more experienced. Take that, runaway people. [Runaway people? *shrugs*] Lol.

My Attendance Book. I have to write in it everyday. I have about 4 pages of this. Lol.

Quirkiness in the centre. XD

I am responsible for this being here. XD

One.

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By the way, I am going back to help out at certain intervals, up to until early May. I can't complain, it's got good money. =)


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Well, till then. Goodbye.

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Eh?
Interact IU tomorrow oh.... =)

Joe>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> =D

Thursday, April 10, 2008

2nd Last Day.

Hi.

2nd last day.

From proper sleep.

Yes.

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"I'm a new soul, I came to this strange world, Hoping I could learn abit about how to give and take."

~Yael Naim, New Soul.

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There are many people in the world.

There are the people who're worth reacting to.

There are the people who're NOT worth reacting to.

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My heart be with You.

Always.

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Two.

Joe>>>>>>>>>> =)

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

3rd Day.

This is the 3rd day.

From the designated day.

Oh my. Time kinda flies. =)

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Crisis Core.

Addictive.

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Three.

Joe>>>>>>>>>>> =/

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

4th Day.

Signing in from the Centre's computer, the 4th day before Hibernation.

Love. What a strange thing. Like a piece of clay. Changes shape. Can be beautiful, can be ugly.

Two people who shape it, must work together to make the clay beautiful.

Dang.

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Oh You, please be happy.

May You be happy always.

Life is never easy.

But I will be right there with you whether it's hard or not.

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Oh, humans can be so wild and violent.

Throwing things, raising voices, shouting vulgarity.

Luckily the projectile didn't hit me.

Poor glass behind me.

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Four.

Joe>>>>>>>>> =\

Monday, April 07, 2008

5th Day.

Today is the 5th day from my long awaited hibernation period.

I simply cannot wait.

But will have to anyways.

At least I get paid for waiting? =)

Five.

Joe>>>>>>>>>>> =|

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

Progressing.

Hey babes.

I'm really bored at work, so I'm doing this.

From today.......let's see......it's 8 working days before I stop work, and 10 days before I stop work.

It's going excruciatingly slow. Why ah? Lol.

I find myself wanting to get outta here. Coz I wanna study and progress in life.....Well, not that I'm not progressing anyways. =)

Up to now, I've earned a total of.....800 x 3, which is 2400 self-earned Malaysian Ringgit. =D

By the end of my work period, i'll get another 300...approximately. Could be more. Hahaha. Just enough to belanja people makan.

And I haven't asked a sen from Dad since I got my first pay check. *proud*

Which means I'm semi-self-dependent by now. Rawr~

What? You want me to belanja you? Can.......

Just send in your application forms, and I'll call up the shortlisted ones for an interview. XP

Ehem, sorry for the utmostly randomicity, coz I've been going through so many scholarship procedures that they just got stuck in my mind. [Not that I managed to get any anyways. >.>]

Sleep is scarce nowadays. Due to coming back home at 10 p.m daily. By the time I catch up with friends online and spend quality time with my PS3, it's usually 1 or 2 a.m already. Isk. Unhealthy betul.

I doubt college is better but well, at least you get to stay home more. [?] and meet friends more often. [?] and not confront witty and fussy parents of nowadays-spoilt-children. [!] and I get to use the phone more legally. [!!] and I won't get scolded by my superiors for small reasons anymore. [*] and I.....well, you can imagine lah. Hohoho.

Those who has gone out and worked will know what I'm talking about.......Or wait. Those who has come and work and Tutorial Lee will know what I'm talking about. In this case, only my best buddeh, CJJ will know what I'm talking about.

One man army-ing the centre is no big enjoyment. I open and close shop. Anything in the middle, I do too. Imagine:-

Except that I'm not smiling. =)

I have to issue receipts while

photostating notes while

stapling notes
while

taking attendance while

taking credit card payments while

counting money while

handling enquiries while

answering the phone while

missing dinner time while

feeding the fishes while

.....well, you get the idea.

It was better with 2 or more people then. Now it's me, myself and I. Kinda crappy sometimes.

I've done so many odd jobs in one place, I have nothing else to expect. Lol.

Yup, I want to feel the freedom once more. You people in college, enjoy yourself, eventhough assignments kill and stuff. You're doing what you like. =)

Joe>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>8 working days.