Tomorrow.

I've been dreading tomorrow since a long time ago. I felt it ages ago, but now it's right at my doorstep. It's less than 24 hours away.

The day that you leave me. For the longest time I've ever experienced.

I've only had 17 months with you close to me. Barely 2 years. And now you're leaving for at least twice that time or more. We've shared so many memories and experiences. I'm glad that you were there in so many moments in my life. You have made these months that much more valuable and that much more meaningful.

I'm going to miss you.

I'm going to miss everything about you.

It'll be lonelier than usual.

It'll be less magical and diabetic.

It'll be less many many things.

But my love for you will never waiver nor will it change.

When you return, you'll find me exactly the way I am when you left me.

Know that.

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Tomorrow, I'll be sending you off. Every step towards the gate will drown my heart a little more.

By the time you're out of reach, I don't know if I'll be able to hold my tears.

I just hope you can leave with a smile.

Joe>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>I love you.