I. W. A. M. Y.

I will always miss you.

Today I will start bracing myself for the impact.

The impact I've always seen coming.

But we're never really ready for these kinda things are we?

I can count with the fingers on my hand and the toes on my feet the days I have left before you're further than ever.

I want to hold you as hard as I can, as long as I can, as sure as I can, as long as I still can.

I need. You.

But I cannot stop fate. It is not my call. And thus I bless your journey.

For you, for me, for us.

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I want you between me and the feeling I get when I miss you

But everything here is telling me I should be fine
So why is it so, above as below,
That I'm missing you every time.

I got used to you whispering things to me into the evening
We followed the sun and its colours and left this world
It seems to me that I'm definitely
Hearing the best that I've heard.

So throw me a rope to hold me in place
Show me a clock for counting my days down
Cause everything's easier when you're beside me
Come back and find me
Cause I feel alone.

And whenever you go it's like holding my breath underwater
I have to admit that I kind of like it when I do
Oh but I've got to be unconditionally
Unafraid of my days without you.

So throw me a rope to hold me in place
Show me a clock for counting my days down
Cause everything's easier when you're beside me
Come back and find me
Whenever I'm falling you're always behind me
Come back and find me
Cause everything's easier when you're beside me
Come back and find me
Cause I feel alone.

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Joe>>>>>>>>>>I Really Will.

Tag For Free Time.

RULE 1: People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE 2: Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

Uhuh....and I'm tagged by Eevon.

• If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
• Let's see....I'd first make a WTF face, and then proceed to feel the emptiness, then take some music therapy or perhaps a nap or some good gaming. I'll prolly get over it the next morning, provided we never had sex before. Hrmm.

• If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
• I'll want all that I have planned now to come true. You know, all those education thingy, come out, get a great job, kick some ass, earn some money, have a wife, some kids, and enjoy life with no worries of any sort.

• Whose butt would you like to kick?
• You know, I've never thought of this before. Lol. But I think I'd really like to kick.................No one's butt. Damn. I can't think of a butt to kick. =X

• What would you do with a billion dollars?
• I'll stop studying at my degree. I'll go on to buy all the necessities I want. Buy some stocks, earn even more money, while enjoying all the necessities I just bought. Rinse and repeat? I'll just get more and more stuff. A billion dollars' a whole lotta money. A thousand millions. What's a million dollars anymore? =)
  

• Will you fall in love with your best friend?
• Look, my best friend is a guy. No.
  

• Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
• Hrmm, being loved would exceed loving at some extent. It's like, who wouldn't like to receive more than giving? I'm not saying that there isn't anyone like that but really, being loved by someone, is being really really blessed. Coz the odds are just harder than loving someone.
  

• How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
• Wow, lovely question. See, there's a saying that goes, "A guy that says he'll wait, is just waiting for another flower to bloom." Really, guys I guess you can say are more often realists than idealists. They will wait for the girl though, provided no one better comes along. Applies to me. So, it really depends how long the time frame is.
  

• If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
• I'll say, "GODDAMIT!". And then, I'll go on with life. I don't like the idea of spanar-ing people's girlfriend.
  

• Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
• Oh yes, of course. Someone has. But we'll leave the explanation to your imaginations sha
  

• What takes you down the fastest?
• Perhaps it's not the matter of what. It's the matter of who. It's more often that a person takes me down rather than a subject.
  

• How would you see yourself in ten years time?
• Achieved and Married. [O.O!]
  

• Who is currently the most important people to you?
• Everyone who's somehow and somewhat involved significantly in my life. My family, my significant other, my friends. They all make some kinda impact in my life and they shape who I am.
  

• What kind of person to you think the person who tagged you is?
• Eevon? She's nice. Really tall. Good looking too. Hee. Nuff' Said. =)
  

• Have you smiled C= today?
• Hmm....perhaps not. I haven't for real at least. But no worries, I'll =) later today. I can feel it~

• What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
• I open my eyes and I stretch like how cats would. Break the lazy spell, then I head for the toilet. And well, the rest, normal lah. =P
  

• Would you give your all in a relationship?
• Absolutely. Without a doubt. I'm doing it now.
  

• If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
• I will definitely pick one. I'm a realist. I'm not gonna erm, be a hero and let go both as to 'not break anyone's heart'. I think that's just ridiculous. Who'd I pick? I'll really have to think that through. Who do I love more, who I can love for years to come, who I can love till we're old, who I will love no matter what. I'd hate to pick the wrong choice and end up breaking up.
  

• Would you forgive & forget, no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
  
• I will forgive but then the forgetting part should be harder. I currently have no enemies. Don't plan to have any. Cause' life's too short for enemies. Spread the love yo.
  

• Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
• You say leh? =)

I taggggggggggg...........Aiyah, whoever who you think I'd tag lah. =P

Joe>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>Out.

Good Days.

How often do we get to see nice skies like this?

Hmm, days are going by. It's whether we all make the most out of the days that go by. Most of us don't. I don't think I do.

But we all try don't we? We all try...

I think though that my days are wonderful. Eventhough it lacks certain things sometime.

Why wonderful? Like how I do some really stupid and funny things in the name of Love which not many people would do. But I do. And in the end of the day, I still feel happy.

It's strange. Hee. Lately, I've been walking back everyday. But I really don't mind, despite the heat and sometimes rain. Never were there a nice day to walk back. But I still feel great after going home.

I'm having good days. And I feel like singing all the time. Though I wake at unseemly hours and feel groggy throughout the day. Hehe.

I feel like singing for you. For all the reasons that are good. The simple reasons. Or simply the desire to take my guitar from the couch and start playing.

Though all that. I still have alot of things that I want and need. But what better way to start the journey than with a good day? =)

Joe>>>>>>>>>Loving the weather.

Second Semester.

Mmhmm, that's what it means.

School started again yesterday.

Which is quite nice, considering how I've been rotting at home for the last two weeks due to Sem break.

But hey, sleep was good.

Oh by the way, happy thing happened.

Results. =)

I got straight As for my first Sem Finals, which is quite the feat because I'm the only one who scored so. No, not trying to boast, just honestly trying to express how surprised I am. ;)

I'm not the smartest kid in the class anyways. And everyone else who lost out; lost out on English. The subject I think is the easiest. =X

Well, hope I score so again for this Sem. *crosses fingers*

Hmm, and the weather's been bitchy, and I've been walking more due to taking the bus home and the bitchy class placings we've got for this Sem.

Most of our classes this Sem are moved to the old blocks along the shophouses. Which is well.......far. No lift, and you get to stroll in the heat. What's not to like?

Neways, feeling funky. In the not so nice way. Hope I get better. =P

Joe>>>>>>>>>>>I Need My Fix.