Bliss.

As many of you already know, or don't know, I am working while waiting for my SPM results. Well, I've mentioned it on my previous posts. Hehe.

So, that means that I have zero chance of meeting up with whoever I want to meet; my old friends, old acquaintances, and my special friend. It's seriously lonely. Well, relatively.

I've worked on two public holidays so far, that's New Year's Day, and Awal Muharram. Yes. I worked on PUBLIC HOLIDAYS. True that. =) Well, what to do, I'm working in a tuition center, and it's this early in the year. Thus, the boss needs to open as often as possible to get more customers, and so on. Understandable.

But that doesn't mean I don't need to go out and chill......=X

Then....the chance came. A open opportunity. Golden. There was a public holiday, and I didn't have to work on.....Thaipusam. 23rd of January. Yeah baby.

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Ji Lynn's back. That pet sister of mine who went to Australia, and came back for holidays. Jia Jun's my colleague. That best bud of mine and he was the one that introduced me to Ji Lynn. Yen-Theng's on holiday too. Haven't seen her for ages, and I was dying to see her again.

And that's what happened on that day. We went out............ YAY!

Me. Ji Lynn. Jia Jun.

This picture kinda summed up the whole day. It's just the bunch of us, and we just did a whole lotta things. In short, I spent time with these people, and it was pure bliss. I got to introduce the two ladies to each other, and now there's no gap in my relationship circle. Hehe. It was fun. Seriously, what's better than spending the day with your significant other, best bud, and favourite pet little sister? Well, not much. =)

These people are the loveliest people in my life right now.

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Life is Wonderful.

Joe>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>Syok.

Fear.

What does this word mean to you? Ever wondered if the fear you feel is extreme enough? It's very subjective. But yes, whatever you feel, it all has a similiar characteristic, which is, fear strikes you in your mind and soul, shivering it from head to toe. You are scared stiff. Speechless. Cold sweat. Your eyes water.

I had a feeling like that......yesterday. Ehem. It was indeed fear at it's very peak. But what was fear? Fear for me wasn't heights, spiders or cockroaches. My biggest fear I think, is 'not being good enough' and 'dissapointing one other'. That's exactly what I did and felt yesterday. It's crazy. Stemed from a small little mistake. One week later, it caused havoc. The effects of my carelessness could've caused a whole lot of catastrophes in the area of money, people and business. And not to me either. It means that I'm causing all this trouble on another person because of MY mistake.

That is fear to me. To cause trouble for someone I respect and hold responsibility to. I so hate to dissapoint people. It just strikes me in the back of the head and all I can say to myself when that happens is, "You bloody idiot." I don't care who I dissapoint. It's just the fact that I failed to carry out my duty well. I cannot find myself to blame others.

Strange? Well, I'm strange like that. Lol. Anyways, hope all you people doing college isn't having anything to fear. Safety and peace to you.

Joe>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>Brrr.

Boo Hoo

That's a song title by my current favourite singer, KT Tunstall. Out of free time, I've decided to dedicate this song to you, Yen-Theng. Just tells what I feel right now. =) The title can be misleading though. Hehe. <3

If I was looking for you
Would you be easy to find
Would I be looking all night?
And if I got lost
Would you go looking for me?
Or would you be alright
On your own?

Oh in the light of day
It feels right
Comfortable to the bone
From head to toe
Gone the evening when the shadows fall
Will I call your name?
But it's not the same as having you here

If I was a second too late
Or a moment too soon
Or an hour too long
Tell me baby would you wait a bit longer?
I wonder if you would
Or would you be long gone?
Would you be long, would you be long

Oh in the light of day
It feels right
Comfortable to the bone
From head to toe
Gone the evening when the shadows fall
Will I call your name?
But it's not the same as having you here

Cause having you here
Is knowing your near
As a feeling you left
Is knowing you can
Cause whispering in your ear
As my hands in your hair
As knowing your there

Oh in the light of day
It feels right
Comfortable to the bone
From head to toe
Gone the evening when the shadows fall
Will I call your name?
But it's not the same as having you here

Joe>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>Misses You.