Peace.
These few days, I've witnessed not few shortcomings of life and people around me. So many feeling sad and depressed, having problems and whatnot. They weren't as happy as before, they were actually more down than ever. Then my thoughts came back to the life of my own. Hey, I could relate to that I thought. For I myself have been feeling like dung recently. There is no peace.
Have you ever looked at the sunset and felt like crying? Feeling the world is just oh-so-stressful. How wishful is it to think that if the world is as beautiful as the view it gives.
Have you ever felt like you are walking on a road leading to no where? You keep walking, hoping to find something at the end of the road, but the road never ends. You keep walking, and hoping. And you feel so tempted to fall, and give up. To just sit, and wait for something to come by. But deep inside you know that will never happen. Life is just like that. We can only hope.
What has life gave us so far? The people that's in it? They have given us words. Words beyond recognition, because they twist it so much, it breaks. Will there be true words out there? Words that will give you what you truly need. Words that don't judge you. But deeply inside, we know words are not what we need. We need something else.
Life of a Form 5. My used to be clean desk now looks like this. Yes, I work on this desk, and am blogging right here too. How? I don't know, but yeah, I am. Where is life leading us to....A world of endless homework....Heh.
I.U's coming. I tell you. The stress is unbearable. But I think it ain't that bad for me. I give all my blessings and wishes to dear friend and O.C, Ivan. He's going through hell. Ivan, all the best to our I.U man...
With so much going on, it's hard to find peace. When will we get it? Erm, to me, the closest time to peace is after SPM. Which is still.......quite long yet not too far away from now. Darn. Well, I just hope that at the end of today, tomorrow, and the day after, and the days after that, blue skies will greet our day, and we can smile despite the chaos. =)
Joe>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>You Okay?