Update.

Ah.....look at this place, it's horrible. Empty. Unupdated. Ugly.

Hm....it's been idle for about.....see.....oh man, more than a horrible month! Yup, around 37 days since I've updated this baby. Hrm....why? Two things, exams, and.....I don't really have anything productive to post here. It's pathetic. Well, now I'm here, finally finding a slot of time to blog.....and yeah, I've been planning to do so since long, but exams just killing my time. No time to do anything but just.....study. Brr....scares me sometimes. Well, I've only.....no. WE'VE only ONE more week to go! And all looks good besides Physics II. =P

Hmm, let's just update a little on my who-really-gives-a-damn life. Since a month ago.....I've been slacking. Heh. Have been dreading exams since then and well, it's not all fun. Exams actually last really long now....around 3 weeks? And we complained about PMR =_=

Then, on the personal side, well, just getting emo-er by the moment. Heh. My feelings are playing with me and my feelings are being played. It's a hard thing to explain. Well, it's mostly caused by the opposite sex....so.....go figure.

But it's not all bad I guess. Learnt quite abit from this time's approach. I got scolded, I got nagged, I got rejected. Well, not gonna tell you the whole story, it's mostly silly and tragedic. could say now I'm a little less childish about it eh? A little less naive. And more, I actually found a better side of me, a worse side of me, and be aware of it. As in, I know how to control that dark side eventhough it means tearing your own heart out. Well, it's painful, but it's better than having th person you like get hurt right? Yeah, so it's better for myself to get the beating. Hm, emotional beating that is.

Besides that, also you know, learnt how to appreciate what I have, and learnt to see who's wrong and who's right, and also, who's by my side, and who's not. It's all that emo mumbo jumbo you know? Part of growing up I guess?

Ah, let's scrap the emo garbage. On the lighter side, I'm having fun with the guitar! Semangat. Bought my acoustic a while ago, and had fun with it, learnt to play some songs, although I still suck at them.....then a while ago, my dad bought me an elec. Wee. Haha. It's a cheap one lah....But still, elec weh.....When I've got a headache or something, I'll jam that thing up to 10 and wee, it's gone. Great fun. What's more? I actually composed two songs.....with lyrics too. Heheh. But.....I don't know if it'll sound good to people..But I'm kinda excited about the fact. =P[Will try to blog about my guitars soon, and hopefully blogger doesn't stop me from uploading picts. Stay tuned!]

And about exams, I rather not talk about it...lol. It's all hell. Alllllllll Hellllllll. Never had one this tough. Damn insaf already. Well, got another week, must study harder, to compensate for loss time. Hopefully it's all well that ends well. *Prays*

Oh yeah, also, for those of you who're Form 4, if you read this after today, remember that today is our english paper. And remember that for literature, the poems and stories that came out was If, The Sound Machine, and Looking For a Rain God. Accidentally, these three titles sparked something up my mind and I wrote a story on it....during the exams. Yes. It's entitled, "If The Sound Machine was Looking For a Rain God". Sounds lame? Exactly. That's why it's hilarious. Heh. Will try to transfer the story onto here also. So....yeaps, that's that.

Ah, it's Friday the 13th. But nothing out of the ordinary happened today.....so, makes no difference anyway. Lol. It's just cool.

Alright, this is the end for this post. Boring, boring post. Hopefully my future posts will be more enjoyable. And if you read this from top to bottom, thank you.

And before I end it, I just wanna say.......thanks to people who've helped me in anyway, I appreciate it. And if I didn't say it to your face, sorry. I might have forgotten to do so.....and...yeah, I love you people. I'm saying it now coz I might never get a chance to do so. Because one day, we might be friends, and the next day, we don't even talk to each other. So, incase mishaps like that happen, when we're still friends, I want to say the above to you.

Alrighty then, till the next post..............

Joe>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>One More Week.